holding space for tragedy
CW: END OF LIFE IDEATION, DOOMSDAY CAPITALISM, GUNS AND MASS MURDER
Hubs and I went to a brewery and talked about a lot. Almost everything it feels like. I love that he's so easy to talk to. When tragedies like an 18 year old child killing other children happen, it brings up a lot of the pointlessness of our lives. I'm a naturally optimistic person and I wear my rose colored glasses with pride. So it hurts me to think of anything in this life as being pointless.